Happy Monday!
My husband made twitch affiliate this week! He streams weekly on Twitch and has made friends and has a community rallying around him.
I compare myself to that, and the reflection is completely opposite from him. He works, and is now making passive income. I tried but failed. I don't have friends, or a job outside of home.
I saw a chiropractor last week, he asked me if I worked, I said, "I am a stay at home mom." He looked at me and said, "OK, not working."
When I read that Blogger basically said my writing wasn't up to their standards, and that I don't have enough readers...I thought to myself, they are are right!
So I went on Indeed and looked for a job. A job that allows me to work nights and be a mom during the day. I'm still searching.
personal failure + PMDD feels lonely.
One week ago it felt like all my personal changes amounted to nothing.
My last PMDD episode left me in a mental state filled with anxiety. I feel like I am failing at this human thing again. I didn't ever want to be here again, and yet I am.
I'm trying to find ways to fill my time.
I brought out my jewelry making things.
The world turns, and I with it.
I hope you have a productive Monday :)
kat