Car troubles

Man, I'm having some major issues with my Ford Escape. 

The transmission on the car is faulty, it's an intricate web of why did this happen to us. 

The possibility of Ford wanting to fix the car one more time, for the same exact issue, and not having the car around for over a month, AGAIN, is aggravating.

 But, it also got me up. It got me to research, plan and to STAND up for myself. 

To look at someone in the eye and say, this is wrong, and needs a remedy is kinda something I like to 
do. I've been told I should be a lawyer, I've been asked if I am a lawyer. 

I think I just like to talk.

But I've been out of talking to adults for years. I've been talking to children in pajamas. 
Children that don't want to eat, but play. 

Talking to adults about what you want, isn't easy or always pretty. Things hardly go like you envision them. Specially when you have to deal with dealerships and motor companies, and possibly lawyers. 

All this is leading me to a better place. I know it. I have to see the bright side, I had to laugh when they said the car WAS misfiring. I knew it, I felt it, even before the lights and the video evidence. The car was not right. 

I've never lawyered up. It scares me. But once again, I've got to stand up for myself. 

During our long conversation at the dealership, Mike put me in my place, he was right; I was talking at 
him. He said to me, What you want? A rental? No! I was over fighting over rental fees with them. I wanted them to say to me they knew this car was bad. 

Truth, ya, know? 

For someone to listen in kindness. 

The phone call from the mechanic told me I was right, and to stop replaying my performance in front of the service manager. My outrage and guts were on display. But for a good reason. 

I know I've gotta harness that energy, and to pause. 

I'll be ready next time. 

It's tyring to stand up for yourself, but YOU'VE got to do it.

 
Stay Blessed, 

Kathy