Showing posts with label cousin. Show all posts
Showing posts with label cousin. Show all posts

Helder & Co. (4/1/10 3:31pm (edit:5/15/21))

The time and place of all is never what we think.

We look to space.
We transform Earth.
We destroy the human race.


At times, I too think, things are not as they were told.

I listen to the sound from the news.
I try to not take it all in.
Not to cry.


But

Why is it that a kid can be killed and there's no crime?
The death of people in certain circumstances crush my spirit.


Why are we all here, if not to save those who die...

I believe. 

But

Is faith what we have coming; to those who choose to hurt you?

Is this what life is supposed to be like?

Some walk with faith, some choose another path, still they die, and flowers are left to pass.
Others are never found, or found too late, do you listen to the sounds that their crying makes?


I think you do, but there's so much to get done, only superheroes could be the one.

Is that why we make up stories?
To pretend that we can?

To combat... the heartache...

Tomorrow is another day.
The truth might be uncovered.
Or the truth might be revealed as we look to the sky.

...Could it be...I just can't make it?

Is it that I am weak?


I smile at love...it brings me back.
If only there was more of it...
If only they'd come back.

Suzy's flower shop




I went to Ikea today, Ok, I drove by Ikea today. There was a line and I didn't want to put my kids through that. So we went to Burlington instead. It was my first time. I liked it! 

But to get there from Carson we decided to take the streets. We hardly ever drive down this particular street. 

15 minutes into our drive, we have to quickly apply our breaks! An illegal U turn up ahead. As we dodge the stop and veer towards the right lane, a flower shop catches my eye. 

Suzy's flower shop. 


I smile. 


Last night I was speaking to my cousin, sending love to the beyond.


As we drive a few feet, a license plate also catches my eye.

On it, a purple daisy. The same color and flower as were given as a memento at Suzy's internment of ashes at the cemetery, yesterday. 

Another angel in heaven...moving heaven and Earth in her own unique way...


Love you always, sweet cousin. 

Suzy








My dear cousin has been memorialized today. She was taken by Covid, much too soon. 

She leaves a 6 year old daughter and a loving husband waiting to see her beautiful smile again. 

She was an angel on Earth. 

Kind. 

Beautiful.

Gentle.

May you rest in heaven, may you be with God. 



Love you, always, Suzy.